I just feel my making a post dedicated to someone.
I haven’t known her forever, and all of that magical shit that forms some huge friendship that will always last, and all of that bullshit.
But she is one of my friends,
And right now she is really hurt. And I’m going to be honest; seeing her the way I did today, made me want to shoot this guy. But, It always wanted me to seriously take all of her pain away, even if it had to go to me. Seeing her like that was heartbreaking, because I know that no matter what I say; It doesn’t help much, because when you go back to being by yourself/not surrounded by people, your mind over whelms you, and you forget what other people. I know, because, I know how it all goes.
I’m seriously trying really hard to reassure her that things do get better, no matter how long it takes. They do. She’s only long, and she has so so much to live for and I wish that she would see that. ):
Last night, and everything that happened to her, scared me so much.
I know what it’s like to be so close to wanting to die, and just no be here anymore; but I think when it’s one of your bestfriend’s feeling it; it hits you more then ever.
I don’t want her near him, or with him; because all he does it hurt her, and I can’t do anything to fix it, or change it, and it sucks. 

I just want her to know and understand that, no matter how hard it is now; and how heartbreaking it is now. Things will get better. She just has to focus on what is best for her. And focus on the people around her that are here to stay. She’s got so many chances in life and she is so beautiful. I just wish she would see it and not feel the way that she does.

hmph.
what do i do ):